So life has gotten better, though I do miss alot of my dear friends. Arty, Ashley, Emily, Ali, ket, kashka.I don't know it took me awhile to recover after so many of my friends stopped talking to me. But it was because I talked to them religiously, so I had to break that. I'm just glad their all okay, or okay I think.

Anyways I got myself a girlfriend. She likes for me to be the master. Strangely I've never been in a position of power with any woman before. I love my vampire queen. I feel new inside. Like every decaying part of me gets scooped out when she tells me she loves me or starts biting my neck. I'm thinking of buying her vampire fangs, but I'm not sure id it will be good or bad for me. XD If your reading this I love you Vein.

I moved out of my grandparents house bout a year ago, where I was completely miserable and alone. I'm pretty happy now, though I seem to like being alone still more then being with people. I don't know, I got used to the truth. That in crowds no one notices you, you feel alone. But it doesn't have to hurt.

I'm still recovering, using depression pills, things of that sort. Its new to me, being happy. Though I am said I have to wait a few years for Vein to move in. I could use a hug and a kiss every day. But at least I have something to look forward to. But I'm a bit sad about it.

Me and Vein where talking and reminiscing about how it was love at first sight. Its almost like a story book romance with dark twists and there.



Anyways I hope everything is well for all my friends but thats a hard thing to have happen.